at the top of a slanted roof,

as the night meets my running thoughts and the tears trickle down my chest, yes im a mess but I digress

U had me going

Complexity complicates the situation

as my dissertation has influenced me 2 let go

4 I have learned that no matter how hard I try, I cry, far I drive, 4 what what used 2 mine...

I can never have a piece of u again

As I playback the memories that dwell in my mind as well as my heart...

I realize through your crys, my lies, our eyes...we have illustrated the most beautiful piece of art.

As the hugs and kisses started, said hello to mrs. Martin and we called what we once were retarted

Cuz our ♥ was unrestrained

Unafraid of 'looking stupid'

We remain a loving unit

I could have never pictured my life without u

Until it began, I forgot what I was in and was lost in trying 2 figure out how 2 get out, & stayed 10 years 2 long

As the scars will still prove what I went through
I no longer knew who I was

2 hold onto 2 something I knew would one day no longer be mine,

I lied
I cried and I lied bc I saw in ur eyes that u didn't really ♥ me the way I loved u

But as my heart was young, my body was vulnerable, and my mind was ignorant...u took that and fed on it as a tiger on my leaping gazelle's heart

And as her tears fell while he feasted on her insides I could identify bc like the gazelle i wanted 2 run but not enough

In some twisted way, in some psychological effed up mindstate...at least he wanted me

Even if I had 2 bleed until I couldn't breathe

Even if I had to get cut to get ♥

At least he wanted me...