2 much gurl.

ok so do you remember that serious crush that i told you about a while ago? well its in one of those blog archives on the side lol that is titled serious crush. so i've been in and out of contact with this serious crush for a while now...like a few months and remember when I expressed my anger about this "other girl" snatching him up before I could??...well apparently this relationship isn't making her too happy. so a few months ago, God revealed that this crush DEFINITELY wasn't the one for me and i'm so glad he did, because this girl be going through too much. LOL. I mean I don't know her very well besides the fact that I think she is very pretty. Other than that, I have observed that she gets extra emotional and constantly complains about their relationship through blogs. I feel somewhat sorry for the gal, but I'm also happy she is the one dealing and not I. But it is just funny how she has suspected him of cheating, how she feels like she must conform to please him, and how she feels unappreciated. Now some girls just make up stuff in their head and I'm not saying she is putting this all on herself, but sometimes when you get into the relationship you have to show your full self from the start so that the other person knows who you really are. Not reveal yourself little by little, because you will be frustrated --just like o' girl-- that anytime your true self shows, he doesn't understand or seem to fully accept the true you. So the funny thing about all of this is...I wanted this guy so bad, at a point and time. && i feel bad to say it but it kind of gives me satisfaction to know that this relationship was a failure. "is that because I couldn't have him"...idk. but its funny and I'mma need o' girl to let that crap go. Either he is making her miserable in this relationship, or she is putting to much of a strain on herself over loving this guy. No love should ever make you feel the way this girl says she feels. With that said: "boo, you need to let that go!"



silently laughing with guilt,



Cee.