turned out to be dissapointing. I gave up my sleep this morning to go to the Downtown Library. I got there...and I found all these good books I was ready to read. I had like 8. I was all ready to check them out and they said
I had $63 worth of fines! UGH!!!! i was so mad. So i had to leave because I was not about to pay $63. Then after waiting forever in the cold with aching feet, the freaggin 445 came and got me back to where my car was located. I cracked the window to my car so it wouldn't be so hot and guess what?
A bird crapped all in the crack of the window so bird crap was splattered all over my back seats! UGH! My camera died mid day so I didn't capture much of this...althought I wish I had. But as I was walking I saw a young boy picking up, what looked to be his brother out of the car and placing him in a wheel chair. The boy seemed to be about 23 years old.
He seemed to hardly be able to move as his head appeared heavier than his entire body. At this time, I realized that I need to suck up my irritation because I am extremely blessed. Things in life could be much worse. Yet, I have car, a job lined up, a garaunteed future...
so why should I ever complain? God has kept me in good standing and has created a beautiful individual...so never should I walk around mad at the world because I wanted to read a couple of books and my car got crapped on. So at that moment, I plugged my zune in my ears, turned up "love him" by Crystal Aikin and cheered myself up.
I am happy. I am alive. I am healthy. Get over it Chantelle! Anywho...some of those books I was going to read were some good books I discovered at the Christian Bookstore the other day. My friend Bree let me borrow her book, Authentic Beauty, by Leslie Ludy...which was an excellent read.
This book was about waiting to find the guy that's really right for you so that you can reach the most purest, beautiful love on Earth that was meant for you, by God. The author has found hers by reaching deeper intimacy with God. Thus, God sent her an earthly prince charming. I was encouraged to stop messing around with these doe-doe heads that call themselves men and trust God to send me my REAL prince charming. && I'm excited to see what God has in store for me. Some of the other books I wanted to read (but I couldn't check out at the library) included:
Sister, Ink by Rebeca Seitz
Christy and Todd: the College Years by Robin/Jones/Gunn
Answering the Guy Questions by Leslie Ludy
Mix
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These books all leave inspirational messages relating to God, in your head. I especially like the mesages about how women don't need to degrade themselves by dressing appealing to males )by their standards). Buttcracks and cleavage are not necessary to show your real beauty. && I plan to continue to live by my inside beauty. By my heart, my personality, and my love for God will stand for my beauty and not my booty or my chest. Ladies...you feel me? Well you should.
From beauty within,
Cee.
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