on blast.

so i was on myspace music today about to type in Judacamp...because they were this really cool group of young people that showed their talents at takeover church service today. But in the process I saw my ex's face down in featured artists. It made me do some thinking...and to say he was a great boyfriend when i had the chance i'm so grateful he was in my life when he was and that i'm no longer with him. While we were together he was the sweetest thing...soo sweet in fact i called him Sweetz haha. I learned very good life lessons from him, such as be yourself and don't care what people think of you. That is what helped me not to drink and not to smoke because we were always the couple that came to the party and would be sober and didn't touch the weed. This has shaped me to have good life habits and healthy ones but Boy am I glad I broke up with that nigga long ago! Who he has become is completely different from what I have come to be. We are in opposite directions and now in completely opposite worlds. AND I'm glad to be in this one with Christ than in his with all the sex, the money, the fame, and unecessary sin. If I were to stay with him...i may be involved in all that. I mean he is definitely his own individual but it appears he looks up to Lil' Wayne way too much. && as a personal concern, I just wish he'd look up to Jesus. When all is said and done I've got to thank him for his time in my life...but I still do care enough about him to pray for him and I want you guys to do so too. Continue to pray for him that he realizes that there's more to life than cars, boppas, and mula. I personally don't think he'll ever care, but if there's any hope, I'd like to salvage it. && pray for those I care for. It just hurts to see those who I love (really love) fall. & they don't know they are bc in their eyes their successful but in God's eyes, not so much.

In my prayers young one,

Dmplz.